it should never hurt like this.
pealing off every layer of insincerity,
until all thats left is the small bit of who i use to be.
my parents love,
my god's cruel hand,
a bastard told me how to preach.
but i ran for the hills.
turned my back on belief.
reaching out in the dark to find her,
my first kiss.
it meant everything,
now it's a small piece of a broken mirror.
i'll never see myself the same again.